Hey, partner

Hey, partner! How’s life in your side of the universe, or is it beyond this universe where I’m at? I’m sorry for the distance lately. It was the only way I thought I could cope with your absence, especially with the holiday cheer around me. Distance does not mean I’m over you or your passing. … More Hey, partner

Que sera sera

So, it’s been 2 days since the first anniversary of your passing. I think it’s time to re-assess where my life is heading.  Did the full revolution of the Earth around the sun change anything? Yes and no. Yes, because compared to that of last year, I feel more in control, I feel stronger, and … More Que sera sera

A year after

I visited the columbarium today. I had to sign papers so that we can bring home your remains on weekend. We made preparations for mass to be celebrated on Saturday, because it will be your “graduation” anniversary on Sunday. Yep, you graduated from this world October 15 last year, you’ve earned your degree and your … More A year after

Forever 33

In a few days, it should have been your 34th birthday and our 5th anniversary as a couple. This time last year, I was busy thinking of what to give you as a gift and researching for recipes for the family celebration. This year, I am still busy – busy trying not to think of … More Forever 33

100 days after

It has been more than 100 days since you left, and it still hurts like the first day. I have traveled almost 10,000 miles away from our home, hoping that distance would help ease the pain, but I have discovered that no matter where I go, grief and pain accompany my every step. I think of you every day, with … More 100 days after